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-Sunday, June 29, 2008
hello there.
hmmmm..

lets start th day.
today is sunday.
tomorrow is monday. wohoooo!

today, not much happen.
didnt go any where.
alaaaar. boing uh! stay at jail only.
boringg!! hmmm..
but morning did go to madrasah.
today wake up late thn go fr madrasah late.
uhhh! why today so many of my friends didnt come.
?? no idea why.
teacher called me to take report book.
guest uh if i past or fail.
th answer is ; 2 past, 2 fail.
i done really badly. teacher said tht i really dropped.
haiyooo.. why uh i dropped? BADLY!?
cant believe it.
other time, i used to get 4th in class.
now no more 4th in class.
haiyooo.. why?! thn teacher said im so quiet in class.
hahaaa! teacher wrong information perh.
hah. infront of teacher jek im like a quiet girl. but behind, teacher dunnoe yet.
only friends no me well.
:DD
thn get back to work at madrasah ler.
uh today not really fun.
my bestboybuddy, never come school! uhh! i thought of wanted combine marks with him.
but too bad. he never come.
thn already 10am, we all go fr a break. i did not eat. eat choco only.
thn 10am ++ , get back to classs.
thn have a talk with other friends.
thn teacer came.
so get back to work again. at last its 11.15am!!
wohoooo! its time to go home. yeaah!
thn waited fr dad to pick me up.
lambat uh my dad nieh. slalu amek aku siang sehh. haiyooo.
daaa lamer sgt.. thn i called dad. thn dad say he is on th way.
thn i just waited.
waited and waited. at last he came. wooohooo.
thn go home.
ehkkk no. go my adekk house jap. send something.
thn reached home already,
clean house.
today mum not working.
hmmmm.. after cleaning th house, i watched show of ' zombi kampung pisang ' .
everyday i watched tht show. tak jelak2 sakk aku.
haha.
thn i on th comp since im damn bored.
thn get to chat with some friends and cousins.
and get to chat with my bestboybuddy!
alahaii. kechian uh dier.
:(
he sick. amirul, get well soon friend !
kecian! haiss..
okehh thn dunnoe what to do. thn post. haha.
:DD
okehh laaar. not really much happen today.
byebye.

enjoy reading okeh.

TC.


` im so afraid of losing you, Fadhli. you cant be replaced. really! :( Only Fadhli , Only Fadhli. `
2:31 PM.

-Saturday, June 28, 2008
hello.
sorry yeaah didnt post fr this few days.
been busy yeaah.
understand jek laaar.
:DD

okehh lets start th day.
ehkk..
i want to story about thursday.

thursday,

have school. thn wake up like normal.
and all.
okehhh school, like normal.
after school with jannah. and meet up with sakinah.
thn go jannah house. she changed her outfit.
thn go my house. i changed outfit jap. thn have lunch at sch.
thn go to inddor stadium with some malay dancers.
go there take school bus.
wosh. best sak. gerek to th core.
go there till 7pm++
thn after tht reacherd sch. thn me and sakinah and jannah and hanisah went schop fr awhile.
thn buy snacks and drinks.
after tht eat under this on block.
thn go home.
sakinah followed me go home.
bcos, she left her school bag at my house.
so before she went home, she take her bag dulu.
thn i changed outfit.
bcos dad wanna go jb. so i follow him.
before going jb.
fetched mum first. thn go jb.
jam laaaar. babi sakk.
thn uh long already.. ter-sleep plak.
hahaaaa.
:DD
abeh wake up.
and soo sooo on.
thn have a dinner there.
and sooo sooo onn.
:DD

okehh done.



lets start today's day! ;

hey there.
today have ntg much happen.
today wake up late, about 9am ++ thn wake up siaa.
thn have a bath and all.
thn clean house and all.
after tht, thn dad asked me to follow him go pay bill.
thn i follow thn have lunch at al-ameen there.
after tht go home.
hmmm..
not much happen right today.
so bored.
but i have to study so hard this days.
as, pre-lirm is coming not long later.
ohh nooo. so scared.
!!
hmmmm..
okeh laaaar.
thts all.
byebye and take care friends.
thanks fr reading. enjoyy!!


im so afraid of losing you, Fadhli !!
12:12 AM.

-Tuesday, June 24, 2008
hello.

lets start th day :D

today have school like usual.
so i do wake up late uh today.
i wake up 6.30am like tht. haisss..
thn have a bath quickly.
thn changed outfit and all.
after tht hanisah msg me.
tell me tht she is now under my block.
so i be quick.
thn at last i arrived. fooooo..
thn go to school abit faster.
we late by 10 mins only.
alaaaaaar, teacher tak marahh. good uh.
thn have a malay focus lesson and its end about 8.30am.
thn went back to class. thn sit. thn have a talk with my friend, nurul.
hmmmm.. today narina never come?
yeaaah-yeaaaah!! wohoooooo.. best uh dier tak dtg. yes!!
haha. happy sak aku.
thn at about 9am, have PE. we play captain ball and basketball.
wohooo.. best uh!!
thn 9.30am already, we went to hall.
teacher bring us there, fr fun. =)

thn teacher have a talk about our PSLE.
woshh.
teacher ckp, PSLE nk dkt laaaar sehhh.
SERAM uh..
have to study uhh like this. alaaaahaiii.
friends, maybe this days wont be posting okehh.
have to studyy. phm-phm jek okeh. =))
thn went to recess.
get to buy only drinks.
hmmmm.. thn have a sit. and talk2 with friends like usual.
thn recess at last finished.
thn have english. OMG!
english, 4 period. ishhh.. bingit uhhh gini.
daaa laaaar boring. haiyooo..
didnt pay attention sgt uh when english just now.
no mood to listen to teacher.
thn at last english finished! yesss!!!
wohooo..
thn have math. errr...
math teacher tak dtg lagie! alaaaar. gonna be boring.
thnhave a talk with jannah and all.
urmmm.. thn something happen. kecian jannah. haiss..
thn its time to go home! yeaaah!
thn wait fr jannah's boyfriend and all.
urmmmm..
thn go admiralty and all.
thn have a sit at playground.
okehh laaaar. next-next.
thn at about 2pm ++ ,
fadhli called me. hmmmmm..
he asked me where i at. thn i replied what he asked laaaar rite.
thn he wanted to talk to jannah's boyfriend.
so i give my phone to jannah's boyfriend.
thn talk2. haisss..
next-next.
thn fadhli at last get to go out! wohoooo..
he said ' I LOVE YOU TOO. ' ?? hmmmm..
thn i just buat bodoww. you know why?
because he keep never lyn me. so mls uh nk lyn dier.
thn after tht, fadhli's mum called faadhli asked to go home.
alaaaaahh! cepat sehh dier kene balik. haiyoooo.
what to dooo. thn alll.. weee all go home.
thn i reached home, called hanisah.
have a talk2 with her. much about fadhli. haiyooo.
thn done.
okehhh laaar. thts all fr today.
have a good day reading my post! haha.
:DD

take care.


to fadhli syggg ;

thanks fr saying ' I LOVE YOU' ,
infront of me.
i appreciate it lorts. thanks.
btw,
I LOVE YOU TOO. if you want to know.
:DD





fadhli, if only i could show you how much i loved you :(
4:06 PM.

-Monday, June 23, 2008
woitss..
hello! sorry yeaaah didnt post fr two days.
sorry!! =))
i'll tell you what happen in th past.
maybe, it could be longg yeaaah.

21 june ;

like normal. send mum go work thn went jb. woitss..
jam uh. alerhmakk. siakk jek.
thn reached jb about 10.30am.
thnhave breakfast with dad and adekk.
thn go walk2. thn adekk did buy some thing. but i dont get.
i just get to but new stationaries. uh-uh! thts already enough.
urmmmm thn walk and walk..
have fun there! gerek uh.
thn already about 7.00pm, go fetched mum. and soo.
thts all fr saturday.. (:

22 june ;

wake up, like normal. thn have a bath.
thn online. jannah did online!!
wohooooo.
:DD
thn tell jannah if she already bath or not.
thn she have not yet bath.
so i asked her go bath.
thn she bath and all.
thn everything laaaar.
after tht i asked jannah to wait me under my bloack about 11.30am.
so axactly 11.30am, i go down. thn she not yet reach. uhhhhh!
thn waited her about half an hour.
hmmmmm.. thn she reached. at last. =)
thn go to her grandpa house to take math PSLE book.
thn go back to my house to put th book.
thn went off.
me and jannah did go many places.
urmmmm.. first, go vivo. have lunch there.
and thn have a walk and all.
thn decided to go bugis.
so we went off to bugis about 3.00pm.
thn reached bugis about 3.25pm.
thn have a walk and all.
i get to buy some tee-shirts. woitss..
lawar siott. gerek uh gie saner. tak rugi.
hmmm thn have a walk.
jannah want to buy a watch.
thn i decided to but also.
okehh thn off to jurong point.
tht is about 4.30pm.
thn have a walk. waited fr dad. but did not see him around.
so just walk and walk. i wanted to find something but all are not my type.
urmmm.. know what im finding?
im finding bag leeer. haha. (:
i want to find new school bag. urmmmm..
thn have a walk.
after tht, i look th another side.
thn saw kakak fiqah and her sister.
so i just smile at her sister.
i dun see kakak fiqah sgtt. its was blocked. hmmm..!!
haissss.. but nehmind leeer ehkk.
kakak fiqah, you hawt beb!! =))
thn walk and walk.
thn called dad. thn dad said tht he still work thn dad say just go another place first laaaar. haiyaaaa..
thn me and jannah decided to go IMM. urmmm..
niway, longg time never go there.
uh!!! legg pain sakkk. tht is already about 5pm ++
thn have a walk at th IMM. thn see-see bags.
much bag there. fun siott. rugi uh kalau tak pegie.
thn i msg dad. saying tht im at IMM. hmmmm..
saw this one bagg. lawar siakkk..!!
thn have a walk first..
thn 7pm ++ already sakkk.. lmbt uh my dad niehh! ishhh..
thn at last dad arrived at about 8pm ++
woshhh. lamer tuuu..
thn waited dad at out side FILA shop.
wanted to buy fila bag. urmmmm..
thn dad says.. which bag?
thn i just pointed to tht bag. thn dad say..
okehh.
thn i say " i also want tht want!" thn dad sayy okeh.
wohooo. mood baik uh!! gerek!
thn get to buy th two bags tht i wanted.
thn all. price, just nice uh.
oppps.. forget uh how much th price.
when already buy th bag, thn go fetched mum at work.
thn go singapore zoo..
with jannah.. took a car leen went back.
no..
buy food first. bought fr jannah too.
at woodland mart leeer. haha =))
gerek uhh!
thn i reached home about 9pm ++
alermakk!! forget to do homework.
still got much more hmwk. ohh nooo.
thn i go do all.
thn, could'nt do all.
thn tomorrow, cormfirm get scolded.
haisss.. what to do.
okeh tht all fr 22 june.


to jannah ;

thanks yeaaah fr accompany me going out anywhere.
its fun going out with you.
hope to go out with you again some days..
:DD


23 june ; tht is today. =))

have school like normal. just reopen school. uh! fuck!
lazy sakk want to go sch.
thn get up early. thn have a bath and all.
thn use new bag. ahaa.
thn hanisah waited me under my block.
so i fast-fast get ready.
and all.
thn have focus lesson or what?!!
uh.. thts all mepekk.
get to form class. teacher check our attire. waaaaa..
th prefect's in my class all get scolded. including me.
gosssh shit. get scolded. FCUK uh.
urmmmm.. thn went to english class.
get scolded uh. babi.
never do home work only get scolded.
wooaaa..
thn went off to science class and all.
thn have recess.
thn have mother tongue . thn math.
hmmmmm..
thn get off..
its time to go home! wohoooo..
thn thn go wait fr jannah's boyfriend. and my boyfriend.
thn they arrived. at last.
thn never layan siakk. what's wrong?? haiyaaaa..
thn off to playground. boring sakk..
haiyaaaa.
thn me,jannah and sakinah off to admiralty.
pikir kn dorang ikot.
thn.. they go home. FCUK!!
thn i go turn th opposite side.
thn saw fadhli,yuzaimi and indra.
uhhh-uhhhhh.
i saw fadhli maki-maki.
maki saperh siyal tuuu budakk?
thn bla-bla-bla.
thn go playground and all. thn suddenly indra came.
urmmmm.. thn yuzaimi came. haissss..
thn i asked indra, who did fadhli tadi maki to?
thn indra say, me. huh?
thn he said fadhli maki at me because, i didnt layan him.
maybe thts one. but he can come to me and said politely rite?
why must he do all tht mepekk thing. haiyooo.
thn i cool down. and all. haiyaaa. stress uh!!
thn all go home about 5pm ++
okehh thn on comp. okehh..
now currently chatting to zul and friends.
:DD
and ohh! today got night class.
want to go or not ehkk? haisss. see how uhh.
okehh laaar. thts all fr today.

take care.


fadhli, i really scared of losing you :(
2:07 AM.

-Friday, June 20, 2008
hello there.

today..
wake up at about 7.30am.
no school yeaaah. so bored.
so have a bath and all.
thn at on comp. not much people online yeah.
tido perh? haiyaaa.
thn mum go work at about 8.30am.
and im alone at home.
decided to go out, with illa.
there we go.
i changed outfit and all.
thn go out at about 1.15pm.
thn meet illa under my block.
thn really confused where to go.
thn i have an idea of going vivo city.
thn go there.
reached there about 2pm ++
thn have a walk with illa and all.
have a lunch at long john silver.
thn walk2 again.
have a view there near th sentosa.
awwwww, i miss sentosa so much. =(
long time didnt go there.
thn have a ice-scream break.
we eat ice-scream at mc donald.
thn have a talk while eating.
thn when im buying ice-scream, suddenly, have this one guy.
tibe2 beside me. waaaaa..
thn nk kenal2. siyal perh. tak der keje.
thn buat bowdow jek uh ngan budak giler tuuu..
thn at about4 pm ++
have a walk again.
thn walk2 till 6.30pm.
awwwww, nk kene balik daaa nieh.
and sooo soooo on .
thn msg dad. and he said tht he is still at work. so i can take my sweet time going back home.
thn bla-bla-bla.
reached home at about 7.45pm.
late siaaaa. =) but fun going out with illa.
thanks yeaaah illa fr accompany me going out.
thanks alot! (:


take care =)




awww, you remain to be mine! yeah! =)) i love you lorts fadhli =))
4:45 AM.

-Thursday, June 19, 2008
hello there friends!

sorry didnt post yesterday.
been busy uh! =)

soo yesterday, really have fun!
yesterday finished school at 3.00pm.
and its rain!
so me, jannah, indra and farhana decided to play rain!
in thunder and th rain. very very heavy rain. we played th rain.
paham tak? haha.
urmmmm.. fun laaaar siot.
thn sooo sooo onnn uhhh.
thn.. after buying mc flurry at mc donald at admiralty there,
thn we go playground neasr my house.
thn decided to play catching.
in th rain. hah! fun bowdow!
thn play th slide. siyal uh! slidy siakk! biler slide jek, cormfirm pantat sakit!
awwwww.. pain!!
thn at about 5.300pm? i think so.
we all go back loorr.
thn i played comp.
but kejap jek. haha. thts why tak post okehh!

okehh about today;
hmmm.. today wake up 6.45am.
late uh! ahah.
thn get ready fr school. and waited fr sakinah under my block.
thn go meet jannah some where.
thn go mc donald have breakfast. not me! sakinah.
haha.. thn go school again. thn go canteen . be sitted. and talk2.
uhhhh yeah! today mindchamps! kau tawu tak, gerek siot mind champs nieeh!
really.
and soo sooo onn happen uh during mind champs.
thn go back at about 5.30pm.
thn meet friends at bus bay.
thn go canteen.
thn go mc donald at admiralty.
with fadhli, indra, jannah, sakinah.
best! thn duduk uh. they eat2. thn me, sakinah and jannah mkn ice scream!
hmmm..
thn indra, sakinah and jannah went off.
and left two of us tht is me and fadhli.
woitts!
thn i talk to him uhhh fr awhile.
thn i msg sakinah to come back again. ish-ish-ish.
thn talk more.
now i know from fadhli's month!
okehh all th problem is done. no more fighting!
yeahhhh!
thn he have to go home uhhh.
thn he want to say something but he malu-malu.
thn i say cepat uh! .
thn he say bye.
thn i say.. bye jek perh?
thn he say, urmmm.." and, i love you ."
opppps! haha.
thn he teros balik.
thn i say" i love you too!"
haha. happy siot.
thn go back ngan dier.
i send fadhli back. since i walk there. so hantar dier skali uh.
thn lepas tuuu me , jannah nad indra dunnoe where to go.
thn decided to go playground.
thn have a talk.
and bla bla. thn go home.
thts all fr today!
and!! today is kakak fidi nye burfday laaaar oit!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!


to kakak fidi syggg ;

Happy Birthday yeahh sis.
wish you all th best!
thanks fr you help okehh?
i love you leeer kakak oit!
double okeh!
haha. okehhh laaaar.
once again,
happy birthday!


to fadhli sygg;

i love you too leeer dearr! =))



awwww fadhli, now you remain to be mine and not others!! =)) yeaah!! i love you (:
4:37 AM.

-Tuesday, June 17, 2008
hello.

awwww.. today have study camp.
so wake up early today. about 7.00am i already wake up.
ohhh noo.
know what happen to me yesterday night?
was sleeping and suddenly, my nose feel so painful!
and i go to th mirror to see what happen to my nose.
and see my nose.
my nose bengkak saaakk. sakit siot.
merah giler. told mum and dad. thn mum and dad decided to bring to hospital.
but i dont want. hmmmm..
thn my fever high again. haisss..
thn mum say just sleep. thn i sleep till tomorrow.
tomorrow was still red..
but i just go sch with my red nose. errrr thn people saw it.
they bully me! fcuk!
say me clown perh? chibai!
nehmind. later after im okeh already. will get th repay back!
ready yeaah! hmmm..
thn go to th canteen .
waited fr teachers. today, th whole day have mt. fun siot.
hmm.. today lunch is nasi lemak. sedapp saakk. but didnt get to finished it.
haiss..
thn its time to go back again. go library. errr!
sejok sakk! giler perh cikgu?!
haissss.. at th library, doing much work. having fun siot. best! =))
thn already 3.00pm. its time to go home.
and i go off home.
not home. go school gate a. urmmm.
waited no one there.
just sit there. go out from gate a. and saw indra, fadhli , sakinah and jannah. thn i acctually saw fadhli but thn act2 tak nmpk dier leer. haha.
thn me , hanisah and farhana wanted to go mc donald.
thn we go admiralty there. buying what they want. and buy th food.
eat under th block.
thn when i just out from th mc donald, saw them. - fadhli , indra , sakinah and jannah again.
awwww.. now i know. fadhli now getting closer to them. i wonder why?
hmmm..
i thought fadhli say today he have no time.? he said he need to go home straight after class?
is he lying ? or what? okey! i know ! i think he not free cause he go out with them lerrr.
now i know!
hmmm.. thn buat bodo jek uh. thn when already under this one block.
farhana and hanisah started to eat.
thn off home about 4.15pm.
thn i go back, changed outfit and all.
okeeehhh laaar. not much yeaaah fr today.
im just so stress thinking of him.
think of him, make me more angry jek.
and yeaaaah! today is 170608.
me and fadhli mothsarry. awwww th 6th monthsarry.
fadhli, i hope we last long and can be like before :(
[:


take care yeaah friends =))


Fadhli, happy 6th monthsarry !


Fadhli, i still need you :(
3:31 AM.

-Monday, June 16, 2008
hello.
today have study camp .
so i wake up early at about 7.00am.
th study camp started 8.00am.
eerrrr...
best siott study camp.
:DD
aderh breakfast ngan launch skali. gerek uhh!
thn class finished 3.00pm.
thn waited fr sakinah at achool gate there, gate a.
urmmm. thn lepak2 japp uh.
thn go wdland mart go mc doland and buy mc flurry since i want it..
urmmm.. thn have a walk and talk2.
thn dok2 kat bwh blk 715.
urmmmm..
today really not much happen.
thn suddenly, heavy rain!
thn go home quickly.
parents at home.
thn watch tv with them.
errrrr.. have to be rajin skit uh! i study uh.. fr 2 hours.
thn have a nap. woshhh..
fever again!
mcm maner uh nk gie skolaaa?
tadi gie skolaa pon biler kat class, tak pay attention. tak der mood.
fever, fever, fever! hate it siaaa.
hope th fever could recover soon!!
thn about 7.15pm, called hanisah..
and thn talk till 8.00pm.
thn do some homework as i have not yet finished it.
hmmm..
after tht.. nothing..
now posting leerr.
haha.
okeeehh laaaar. need to have some rest!
byebye. and opps! today not really much happen!

take care.

Fadhli, i need you :(
6:23 AM.

-Sunday, June 15, 2008
hello.
sorry yeaah didnt post yesterday.
forget to post uh. haha.

okehh, yesterday..
no much happen. didnt go out.
urmmmm talk on th phone jek with friend and cousin.
eeerrrr.

lets start th day!
todayy..
urmmm.. didnt go anywhere.
at home. mendakk sakk!
wake up at about 9.00am. haha! late uh!
thn like normal. go bath and changed outfit. and thn have a breakfast with dad at home,
haissss.. online just now. and nadiah syggg online too.
only nadiah? where is th rest.
cormfirm kluar? haha.
wish nadiah happy birthday. today her birthday. haha.
thn on th phone with cousin. talk and talk. haisss..
thn about 4.30pm,
i have a nap. till 7.30pm sakk.haha.
thn wake up, cousin msg me. asked me where she is.
she is so confused what to buy fr her dad. haha.
thn wake up, dad is watching television. hmmm..
im thinking of what to give him..
no idea. otak blank sak. haisss..
thn decided to write a poem? yeaaaah..
now doing it..
later thn give dad okehh.
haha. really not much happen.
alaaaah! tomorrow school! have study camp. yeeeeah! can meet friends!
miss them alot siaa.wohoooo.
okehh laaaar. not much happen yeah fr today!!

byebye.
take care.




Happy Father's Day, Daddy!


Fadhli, i still love you :(


Nadiah sygg, Happy Birthday!
5:07 AM.

-Friday, June 13, 2008
hello friends ;

urmmmm..
today wake up late lerhhh.
8.45am thn wake up . late siott. yesterday uh. called kak fatin till 1am++ .
have class! but didnt go because due to wake up lerrrh.
haissss. when i wake up, see my hp..
siaaa uhhhh many msg and missed calls.
cormfirm kawan-kawan . haisssss.
when wake up, feell like im having fever. and its high fever!
39 uh my tempreture.
thn i sleep back..waaaaaa. tired uh. why suddenly i have fever.
high plakk tuu. haissss.
so about 9am++ , i wake up and have a bath and a breakfast and thn eat medicine.
thn open comp. online =))
haisssss.. was bored at home.
parents workk! alaaaaamaakk.
thn hear some songs. and thn called kak fatin again.
talk till 1pm ++ again.
thn i chatt with some friends tht online.
hmmm..
thn i revised some works. do some homework.
yeaaaahyeaaaaah! next week study camp! wohoooo.
i cant wait lerhh oit.
but is it gonna be fun?? hmmmm..
okehh now friends wish me ' get well soon ' .
fr those ho say tht to me, thanks yeaaaah friend.
i'll take care of myself and get well soon! so can enjoy like before =))
weeeeeeeeeeee !!
today didnt go out. so not much happen.
th happen is just tht i have high fever : '( so sadddd uhhh .
no mood uh today to talk. no mood fr everything.
acctually have no mood to post. but thn now really-really bored . so just post.
okehhh laaaaar. till here okehh.
will post more. have fun reading it.

take care .







i miss you alot, dearestt fadhli !
i miss th days where we have alot of fun and th day you kissed me.
i really missed it. i hope you missed it too .
and also hope tht we could be like before : '( i really miss you .

Fadhli, i still love you : '(
2:10 AM.

-Thursday, June 12, 2008
hello.
sorry yeaaah.
didnt post fr th last two days. didnt have time to post.
but th past, not much happen.

urmmm..yesterday,
something happen..
hmmmmm.. yesterday,
wake up at around7.15am. and bath and changed outfit and go to school.
sakinah waited me under my block..
thn meet her there.
thn go school.
thn meet nabilah at gate a. we three wondering if hanisah come to school or not.
hah..
thn.. go to class.
have math. best oit!! syiok!!
thn 10.00am already.
its time to go home! yeaaaaah!
thn sakinah and nabilah waited me outside my classroom..
so when i go out from th class thn nabilah decided not to go fr her english class.
she want to cabot oit.
thn.. go mc donald. have breakfast at my house.
and at my house..
we really have fun.
its more fun if hanisah is there.
but hanisah was'nt there.
haissss..
thn they go back at about 12.45pm.
thn.. i left alone at home.
thn talk to cousin on th phone fr awhile.
thn put down th phone.
thn chatting with indra..
thn indra said to me something about fadhli.
and thts really hurt me. i cant say.
urmm.. was crying and cant stop crying thinking of him.
wondering why fadhli do tht to me. haisss.
phm phm jek lerh ehkk.
haha..
urmmmm..thn stop crying and off th comp fr awhile.
thn have a nap about half an hour.
was thinking about fadhli. no where. i was like a missing..
thn mum reached home..
and yeaaaaah.. i called dad tht i didnt go english class just now thn dad say okae.
wow. today dad's mood was alright.
thnn dad say " if you nvr go english class thn you go where?"
thn i replied " go out ngan kawan. haha" thn dad say" okae lorrr. take care"
woshh! dad mood is alright lerrh! thn i said to dad, " dad, i also didnt go fr th other classes you know. yesterday, th yesterday.. i didnt go uh! okae?"
thn dad replied, " okae ler!" hahaha.
okae. thn eat dinner with mum. and gone to sleeep. hahaha =)

today's story..
urmmm.. wake up like about 7.15am again like yesterday..
and have a bath and changed outfit and all.
thn.. i go school. today sakinah didnt waited me lerhh. haha.
thn go to school. reached at th gate a, and saw atiqah and nabilah. and thn have a talk with them while waiting fr sakinah..
thn farhana came. and sit beside atiqah. have a talk.
thn awhile later..
sakinah came.
thn go class. have lesson like per normal lerhh.
thn time to go home! at about 10.00am lerrrrh.
thn nabilah decided to cabot. but cant. haissss..
thnn go to mc donald buy breakfast.
thn terjumpe si jannah. have a talk fr awhile.
and thn she go off.
thn sakinah went to my house.
today, we have alot of laugh. but not tht fun uh.
haisssss..
thn about 4.30pm, sakinah go home.
thn i alone.
at about 4.00pm, indra was chatting with me..
and talk about tht fadhli. and was abit fighting with indra. haissss.
thn all.
now is 6.36pm..
im waiting fr mum to be back home!
now currently chatting with cousin sygg and friends.
&& also on th phone with sakinah! wossssshh...
fun taw talk to her. haha.
thn.. now byebye.

take care =)


to fadhli syggg ;


hey you! kalau daaaa tak suke,
ckp jek uh! tk yah nk hurt orgg boleh tak.
pikirkn kau tuuu bagos sgt perh?
sorry skit uh! talk to me personally uh, if you dare?!
okae?





im hurt. but why cant i really forget about him. whats so special about him? why ??? why must he hurt me? but.. im still loving him =) no matter what happen : '(

Fadhli, i still love you : '(
3:20 AM.

-Monday, June 09, 2008
hello.

today..
have class!! ohh my godd! didnt go school.
but mum know okeyhh. today nvr cabot laaa. PAHAM.
i lazy to go school.
soooo. today wake up at about 7.15am.
thn on th comp and play. oppps! didnt bath uh. brush teeth jek.
hah. thn at about 9.30am.. kak yasmin chat with me..
and soo soo onn. and then.. i bath. its about 10.00am.
thn i changed outfit and all. thn mum asked me to buy breakfast.
so thn at about 10.30, i go and buy food. and then.. when im buying food, i saw fareez.
thn fareez whispered at me.." aiyooo . tak pergie class lagie.!"
mepekk sakk. then i was like talking to myself like this, whatever you fucker.
hah. oh yeaaah. today mum not working. alaaaaa! FCUK!!
thn.. i go back from kedai at about 10.45am.
thn called hanisah. she is not yet bath?! what?! haisssss..
thn asked her to bath. thn illa called me. talk to me about sembawang park.
haiissss.. thn i go out at about 11.30am. hanisah waited me under my block.
thn saw tht syafiq under my block. thn i like step tak kenal dier jek uh. hah.
thn.. me and hanisah walk2 thn buy drinks. thn take mrt to go to sembawang.
ohh yeaaah. we planned to go sembawang park.
okaeee thn we reached there. thn illa still at yishun. haiiisss..
illa nieh slow siyal. thn we like walk and walk and at last we at near block 589b.
infront tht block , have this one park. i dunnoe what is th name. but its really fun larrh okae.
while waiting fr illa to arrived, we play th swing. there is two swing so me and hanisah played tht swing.haiisss. fun larhh oit.
thn illa arrived. thn played one of th playground.
thn we go.
waited fr texis and no where. so me, hanisah and illa just walk and walk..
took half an hour to walk. while walking talk2 about something.
haissss. still no texis. so walk and walk.
and finally we go. we reached at th sembawang park already.
fun siot!! hah. when reached there, buy some drinks.
have a sit and there we go.
go to the far far there.then put our bags and take our our shoes.
thn play2 water. hah. fun !!!
then took some pictures. will put th pictures soon yeaaah.
played th water there. then we all get wet. haissss..
thn when its about 3.30pm, we go to th toilet to get cleared. wash our legs and all.
thn buy some drinks as we all are thirsty. hah.
thn we walk. thn waited fr bus . thn about 10 mins later, bus arrived.
and thn bought tht bus. and reached till sembawang interchanged.
thn go to th shopping centre. have a walk for awhile. thn we go mc donald.
eat some food. thn talk about our boyfriends. thn talk about other things.
today, we have a lot of fun. alot. really. haahaaa.
thn at about 4.30pm, hanisah's mum called hanisah to be back home.
thn my mum msg me to be back home early. haisss.
thn go back laaar.
but before tht.. bought ice cream. bought fr them too. since they want it.
bought mc flurry. hah. thn sit down. have a talk..
thn hanisah's mum called her again.
thn have to go home.
thn waited fr th mrt. thn, from there, me&hanisah. but illa go back to khatib. so not th same.
thn we seperated. okeyh thn .
mrt train arrived. thn go in th train thn arrived till admiralty.
thn go back home.
called hanisahh.. talk to her on th phone.
okae not talking to her anymore.
playing comp. hah. now currently chatting with kak fidi sygg and firsha.
okaeee laaaaa.. didnt talk much fr today. just to say tht i really have fun yeaaah! :DD

take care .


to hanisah and illa ;

thanks yeaaah you two!
really have alot of fun uhhh today. really!
urmmm.. hope to go again like today.
hope you both have fun too.
i love you both friends! :DDD
2:43 AM.

-Sunday, June 08, 2008
hellooo..

lets story about today..

today woke up at about 8.35am.
late rite..hah. yeaaah . i know its late.
i wake up late cause yesterday night on th phone with lil sis, farhana.
okae. talk about someone.. uhhhh. alot of thing larrh we talk yesterday.
urmmm.. okae.
wake up already thn call hanisah.
okae she already wake up. thn asked her if she can go out or not.
she said tht she cant. okae thn .
i bath and thn changed outfit..
there i go. i changed outfit late uhhh.
mum and dad daaa bising. alahaii. tak sabar uh! bowdow.
okae.. thn im changed already. thn send mum go work. today mum go work late .
oh ohhhh. its due to.. i wake up late lerrh. sorryy yeah mum.
thn after sending mum go work.
dad and me go civic centre pay bill thn breakfast at mc donald.
when im eating..
dad slowtalk with me. uhhhh!
he knows tht i play truency this days.he know i have relationship.
and he talk about phone bills. my studies. and about freedomm. and also about problems tht my dad is facing. yeah dad.. i understand ur situation. haissss.
but when he is talking about relationship, i was like " i dun have any boyfriend okae!"
hah. was lying to him . hah. thn im wondering where dad knows tht i play truency?
where he knows? teacher called him? i think so. but dad didnt scold me.
because he also understand my situation. he know tht i have boyfriend because i didnt get full love or attention from parents. dad know it.
thanks yeaaah dad cause you understand.urmmm..

okae. thn go back home.
didnt go back first..
go admiralty for awhile.
since dad want to eat mc flurry.
haissss.. thn buy it.
okae thn go home.
play comp till 3.35pm.
i stop playing. thn i talk to hanisah on th phone.
and bla bla bla.
thn.. i have a nap fr awhile. till 4.15pm.
thn dad say tht some one is coming to see our house again. haiyaaaa.
tired of serving customers laaaa.FCUK!
thn they go home. thn i watched tv. till 6.45pm.
thn suddenly.. my cousin msg me. thn she talk to me tht she just break up with her boyfriend.
haissss.. thn i talk to her slowly. asked her to calm down. pity her laaaa.
haissss..thn dad asked me to go pasar malam..
thn buy burger and soo sooo onnn.
look behind.. and saw ain.
her skin colour changed laaaar. she becoming abit black.
ohh yeaaah. she go escape theme park with shaliza and illa laaa.
ohhh.. pergi tak ajak! tak perh. biler aku pergi nnt.. aku tak ajak korang. hah.
thn i go back home. its already 7.45pm.
thn dad bath.. he have to go work uh.
alaaaaaaaaa.
he go overseas? what? brunei? fcuk. gonna miss my dad nye membebel uh!
take care dad! dun forget buy me chocolate okae!
thn about 8.15pm.. dad go work. waaaaliooo. miss you lerh dad.
1 or 2 weeks sehhhh.
kalau 1 day tak perh jugak. woosssssh! dad took aeroplane ehk? jealous aku.
uhhhh! daa lamerh tak naik aeroplane sehhh. miss it.
okaeee. now currently waiting fr mum to be back home. she will be late cause she have meeting at her work or whatever. you think i care? hah.
okae. now is 9.40pm. she is still not back. alaaaaa. back home faster lerh mum oit!
okae now chatting with fidi sis. and my cousin.
okae laaaaar. not much okae.. byebye.

take care.



to dadddy sygg ;

dad, take care okae! dont get injured there like th past.
and dad! dun forget buy me chocolate!
gonna miss you okae. )':



to mummy sygg ;

mum, be back home early lerhh.
its already late.
when otw coming back home,
take care okae.
6:24 AM.

-Saturday, June 07, 2008
hey hello.
guys,sorry yeaah for not posting this few days.
really have no time to post. hehe.

ouhkeyh..fr th past have not much happen. have classes going on yeaah.
bored. but when english time, i get to cabot class. weeeeeee..

okeyh..yesterday,
i when to kranji. with my kakak sedare.
go shopping with her. buy clothes and everything.
she gets her gaji already thn she buy fr me things. hey sis, thanks ehk fr buying me clothes.
love it. hah.
okeyh i get to buy cardigans and tee.
urmmm..okeyh after tht when to northpoint jln2.
thn.. its already about 4.00pm. thn buy mc flurry at mc donald .
after tht go back. not taking any transport. wanna walk uh. hah.
thn.. reached home at about 5.00pm. i nvr go home.
i go my aunty house . long time no meet her. miss her alot. thn go her house lerhh.
ohhh my.. at my aunty house.. got little cuzzie. oh my godd. im missing them alot man!
thn have fun with them. play some games thn eat..
tht time was messaging fadhli non-stop. hah.
talking about.. no! you cant know. haha.
okayh thn.. at about 8.00pm, mum and dad fetch me.
thn go home. get to play comp fr awhile. but didnt post. sorry yeaah.
urmm. thn its done fr yesterday ! byebye.

today's story..

morning.. wake up at about 7.00am? i think so. urmmm. thn illa msg me.
so thn reply her msg. and so so on.
thn go bath. thn changed outfit thn go send mum go work thn go jb.
babi uh! jam rabak siot. lebih baik aku duduk kat umaaa. lagie bagos. bodo sak.
th its start to rain. heavy rain! haha.
thn. reached jb at about 11.30am.
thn have breakfast at singgah selalu.
i eat rice with sotong. nice okae.
thn go isi minyak.
dad asked to buy chewing gum for hanisah. thn i buy laaaar.
okeyh tht much of chewing.
and.. go back . jam again. tht is about 12.20pm. reached singapore at about 2.00pm? yeaaah.
thts was long. errrr!
and thn dad say tht some one is coming to my house. urmmm. see2 my house. lerrhh.
oh yeaah. wanna shift house soon. andd.. people is coming to my house to see my house.
before my new customers come, me and dad clean th house fast2. and its done.
and there they coming.
eeeerrrr.. lazy larr wanna layan th customers. haisss. but what to do. hah.
thn at about 4.30pm.. all already go home. and dad when to his friend house. becaouse have kenduri or whatever..
lazy uh wanna follow. better not follow. urmmm.
okeyhh. thats all yeaah for today. really not much happen right.
thanks for reading.

byebye.
take care.



to nadiah sygg,

nadiah! sorry fr wishing you late yeahh dearr.
happy 3rd mothsarry yeah.
last long with hafiz.
hope your relationship wont fell apart.
2:05 AM.

-Sunday, June 01, 2008
hello there.

sorry yeaah yesterday didnt post.
its because of im going out. i get to play comp but didnt have time to post.
sorry.
urmm..yesterday i go to to jurong point.
its due to tht it have been so long didnt go there.
so i asked dad if can go there or not. bcos, im missinng tht place alot.
so reached there at about 4.00pm. urmmmm..
not yet reached. just reached at jurong.
woooo. no parking. full laaa. alamakk. oh yeaaah. sunday. many people shopping.
so then..dad park at th HDB carpark. errrr. somehow full also. so..
wait till some car are out. okeyh! at last this car is out. yesss! so dad park his car. and goo.
weeeee. really miss th place.
urmm. go in th shopping centre. woo. soo many people. crowded.oh nooo.
thn dad asked me to go to ATM fr awhile. take money.
dad asked me to take $540. so..line up. fu-yoh. long-q uh. so just waited.
when its my turn.. tersalah code. oh my godd. so retype th code again. okeyh. at last. so thn type 540. and waited fr th money to process. and all.
so go into th shopping centre. thn found this bag. dad wanna buy fr me this bag. but i see and see again. i like it. but th bag same as kakak liza laaaa. alamakkk. i want it. but nehmind laaa.
later what liza say about me kn. so dont buy. i say to dad.. see how. next time thn come here again and buy. okeyh. so..thn walk and walk. then see this watch. i like this watch. its like so nice. i asked dad fr $10. bcos, th watch cost $10. okeyh. already pay fr it, straight away wear seh. haha.
and yeaaah. buy one for my adek too. mine is red. and his is blue. cool.
okeyh thn walk and walk. and at last buy some old chang keee. urmmm.
then alll. its timme to pick up mum.
okeyh.. so thn pick up mum at around 6.45pm.
waaaaaa.you know what time mum come out from her work?
at 8.30pm lerhh oit. lamer siott. she said its due to th buzyness of her work. errr..whatever.
so long siaaaak. okeyh. but thts is not a big problem yeaah.
okeyh thn go home. reached home at about9.00pm.
before tht.actually dad wanna go jb.. thn due to mum balek lambat. alamakk. okeyh laaa.
so go home.. watch tv. thn at 10.30pm.. play comp till11.30pm..
thn go sleep. im too tired. goodnight. heees.

thn todays story..

today woke up late . wake up at 7.30am. oh my godd. yesterday sleep late. so wake up late.
oh no. i didnt go to math class. thn me and nurul sit under th block till 10.30am.
thn go english class. thn all say why didnt go fr math class? thn i say"its due to..i wake up late lerhh." heees.
soo go fr english class. fadhli same class as me lerh oit. best.
okeyh. sit down with nurul.
then fadhli on th other side.okeyh. nice to see him.
i miss him alot seehhh. now is my chance to see him. heeees.
okeyh.. urmmm. in th english class.. fun siott.
i really have fun. fadhli make me laugh all th way? i think so. urmm.
we have some activities going on. thn i have to stand right infront of th class.
th activity is like this..
every body have to stand in front of th class.
thn say a sentence of indirect speech.
thn when we say. everybody have to follow what th person say.
oh my. when its my turn. i was like very shy. due to fadhli laaa.
fadhli make me laugh. i cant stop seh. but nehmind. i try not to laugh.
okeyh at last.. im done. haha.
okeyh then 12.30pm already.
its time to go home.
then i go home already. ehk no. i go to th shop fr awhile. buy some drinks.
i buy chocolate frizzz. urmm. yummy ! nice you know.
urmmm. sooo i go home.
oh no.. mum is at home. whatever it is. like i care..
okeyh then i called hanisah.
thn hanisah asked me if i could go to th shop or not.
thn i say i must asked my mum bcos my mum is at home.
so thn i asked my mum..
my mum give lerh oit. so thn talk to hanisah on th phone for awhile.
thn go out.
okeyh byebye. its time to go..


to hanisah syggg;


happy burfday to you bestfriend.
wish you all th best in everything you do.
hope your dream come true yeaaah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HANISAH ;D


to fadhli syggg;


hey fadhli, its fun sehh.. you same class as me.
thanks yeahh. you really make me happy today.
today in english class, you make me laugh all th way yeahh.
thank you.. :D
11:29 PM.


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